The Piano

I have forgotten how much I enjoyed playing the piano when I was younger. I used to come home from school throw my books down and dart for the piano. I would just play whatever came to me, most of the time it was what I needed to know for my lessons the next week or a recital piece. Sometimes I would play songs by ear. I could sit at the piano for hours and never get tired of it. It was the one thing that couldn't run away from me. Now, I feel like it's a burden when people ask me to play and I can never think of a decent song to play. I don't think I know any songs worth playing and I laugh at myself for ever thinking I was good at playing the piano.