Drama and Suspense...Literally

So yesterday we had auditions for our church Christmas production. The director kept stressing how important tech week is and how it is pretty much mandatory for everyone to be present at each tech performance. Being involved in a production at school I had to ask what week tech week and dress were. Of course, I'm so lucky and it is the night of my performances here. Then the thought of our school play being double casted crossed my mind. I may be able to switch performances with the other Virginia, who is my little sister, for one night. It wouldn't be that bad. Hopefully both she and my teacher would go for it. Having to ask about all of that when I don't even know if I'll have the part in the church production is a little annoying though. I wish I already knew. The performance dates for school depends on if I'll get the role in the play at church. I enjoy acting so much and hope that my sister and teacher will understand. I just don't want to cause a whole lot of drama within my drama class. I also don't want our church director to stress over my performances when he makes the decision tomorrow about who is going to get parts this year. I really hope that things work out for the best and everyone will be understanding and/or forgiving. The whole thing is making me anxious though. I just want to get to school tomorrow and find out ASAP about my school performances so I can get an e-mail to our director at church fast so he doesn't have to wait on me to make his final casting decisions. This suspense is going to drive me crazy.